Ugh, I could barely sleep so I watched this documentary on Netflix about the Gospel of Judas and now I want to read it and maybe actually read the canon Gospels??? I dunno, it just feels like I ought to know the stories better since I presumed there was a consensus about Judas’ motivation for his betrayal AND LOL NO. Apparently in the Gospel of Luke he’s possessed by Satan at the time and the Gospel of Matthew was home to the possibility of my preferred interpretation of Judas acting on Jesus’ orders (since his death is crucial in basically every interpretation of Christianity, so). And the Gospel of Judas is all about that, with bonus 2nd century Gnostic teachings. And the kiss is also a little less hetero maybe?